Ones and Zeros

Fear Time.

Fear Yourself,

Your Mind,

Your Thoughts,

Your Constructs

My mind creates my suffering...

My thoughts come from fear and hope... to continuously let me down.

My beliefs are constructs of the the mind and of time...

We have too much time....well most of us.

We get bored, we do something, we dont like it,

And we want to go back to doing nothing and the suffering continues.

If I know, then I know something; if I see, I see something, and so on.

Knowing or seeing without anything known or seen is simply not knowing or seeing at all.

It is the negation of thought not the negation of mind.

It is our mind that is perverse by our perceived reality.

Until we can achieve a new manner of thinking,

Of putting our thought in check will one attain emptiness.

An emptiness so full.

I find certain things of the Buddhist doctrine interesting because to me, i feel, its a mix of philosophy, psychology, religion. It is all a mess. All a contradiction. Leads you nowhere and only suggests. The negation of thought , I believe to be true. One who can surpass that and see past feeling sorry for himself or others, gains new insight. One who does not assume, and does not feel self-conscious gains new insight. You can be the subject, let me be the object. Let me be the subject, you become an object.