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According to my boss i am going to grow up to be a philosophy professor and according to him i am going to give up on the system, refute it all, become a hermit, and write a good philosophy book. According to him I will do something opposite of my current major. I will also have 3 kids.
...I told him im going to be a psychologist of some sort and he said if i succeed at that it will be as a social worker working with troubled kids....nothing wrong with that.
(I wasn't going anywhere with that)

I guess im in love with pondering the insignificance of life. First off, its like im alive, here and present, but im not here. I am really almost always just in my head. Now, during a lecture i sat and looked around and thought, wow, we think we're so tech savy, so advanced when in reality our generation, our lifetime will be considered a piece of shit ...i just thought it so strange that we will possibly live a given 80 years and die. We are in this world for a small period of time, a small window of potential history. And every little change will add to advancement. I just thought it sad that i wont witness further ahead. I'll live my lifetime, make the best of it.
(I wasnt going anywhere with that either...maybe i was but i just dont see it yet)